we treat mishaps like sinking ships

well today's been SHIT

i've pretty much spent the majority of the day crying to myself

and i don't even know why

then the next second i'm perfectly fine

i really think i do have bi polar

but everyone thinks they have it, so i'm not going to say so.

"I'VE GOT SUCH BAD MOOD SWINGS OMG, I MUST HAVE BI POLAR"

that pretty much applies to all blunders and flaws, as it were

"I'M SO CLUMSY"

"HAHA, NO, I'M CLUMSIER"

"HEHEH nah you're not clumsy! I'M THE CLUMSIEST."

people, like..want to be the worst

now, i admit to slightly doing this myself at times

but i just watch people who like over-do it and laugh sometimes,

but naturally i don't say anything.

ANYWAY, i didn't write my blog yesterday

so can i say how much i love misfits

and robert sheehan ^^

now that's my kind of boy

it would be nice if they also read alot, pondered a lot, had a disgusting sense of humour, listened to good music and the beatles, had a unique sense of style and a lot of idiosyncrasies

but i realise there's probably no-one like that in a fifty mile radius

oh well

I'm going to take a leaf out of lily's book and use codenames, cause i really need to say something

this is going to feel much easier, but BASICALLY, there's a person called dickens, and they won't stop talking to me. Now, i don't mind dickens, but i really do tire being bombarded by constant "hey, hello, how are you's?" non-stop. i've tried being unresponsive, but it still doesn't work.

i don't really know what to do.

It's not just dickens, it's shakespeare as well. now, i like shakespeare more than dickens. but shakespeare is far, far too nice. Now, i wish shakespeare would just...tone it down a little. but i don't want to be mean because they are actually really nice. ssighh

Also, bronte's been really annoying today. but it's just a mild annoyance, it's already passed

hohoho

i really liked this picture, the photographer must be amazing

john lennon..for anyone who deoesn't who doesn't know

anywaiiz i'm off, my weekend should be pretty fun

seeing new moon and chilling with tha girls tomorrow

then hopefully seeing paranormal activity on sunday

unless a certain someone objects to me being there

but i'll go anyway

HA