oh, you pretty things

allow no-one blogging anymore. well i may just have to, i wonder who still reads hmm. haven't blogged in a while actually. as you can probably expect, nothing interesting is going on in my life right now. i'm going to a party tomorrow. and the day after. that's about it. i will most probably be sober for both because i am now a boring person.

i'm feeling very negative and annoyed right now. maybe i'm tired, even though i can't sleep. it's kind of horrible, feeling so tired but then not sleeping. it's probably something to do with reading Poe before i go to sleep and seeing all sorts of fucked up things because of that. heh. but i sound so down, of course, i'm not. i haven't actually been sad for a long, long time. melancholy and lethargic, maybe. but i think they can be happy too. i'm ok right now because i don't care about anything really.

if all goes well i'm getting snug pierced tomorrow. IF ALL GOES ACCORDING TO PLAN and i look sixteen. lol. if not i'll just have to get plain old cartilage for now

uh i love dinosaur jr. and kasabian right now. i have misjudged kasabian. i placed them in the bland indie section with the enemy etc. actually, they're really good. LSF, love love love. oh and these new puritans. i actually knew about them ages ago when they were unheard of. i don't even know how. orion, attack music, we want war mmm.

and i also love um, nose piercings. everyone has told me not to do it, so i'll just do it later, in the summer holiday or something

what do i love at the moment? not much. south park. i don't love anyone. that's sad.

my hate list spans on for kilometres. i'm not even joking

what do i hate at the moment?

flowers. on 97% of people. because they're cool everyone's wearing them now. they're wearing them wrong too, and they don't even look nice. i sound pretentious when i say this but i wore them first. well, before they were cool. burn.

one day, someone's going to look at me, and say, hey you're copying so and so, you're wearing a flower in your hair. i will personally kill the person who says that.

i watch too much grumpy old men/women. it's really not good for all my anger

it's because of the weather too. it's been raining for three days in a row. it makes me miserable

wow i've been using a lot of short sentences today

ok anyway, it's the easter holidays tomorrow. i'm dreading it actually. to be honest, i think a week is enough, i'll be scared of not having anything to do.